N 23.08.06

I'm telling you, Blogger is just totally crapping on me right now. Just when I wanted to make a switch. And I still will actually, once Blogger decides to tell me that the page can be displayed.

I have realised that my hiatus has gone west. But oh wells! Hiatus off, then. I can't help it, when I have so much to blog about.

It's not like I'm still slacking that much. But I do feel too slacky at Physics. And I constantly catch myself wondering if I should hand in some of my assignments.
It usually ends in me not doing it, anyway. Kind of sad really.

And I'm kind of bummed (yet again!) because I've been wanting to make a Keira Knightley skin but I don't have Photoshop, grr! Maybe I'll do it this weekend.

I feel like eating mutton curry now. My tummy's growling, rrrr! Like that.

And outside the window is a very queer world. It's all blueish grey twilight, I'm not exaggerating. Here in the comp room with no lights on, everything's blue and grey. Sigh, depressing.

It's almost like someone wants to make me depressed again.

STOP IT.

And I've realised yet again how alone I'll be once my friends all abandon me, this time forever. Maxine, Cara, Jaime. Jaime in particular. Mann. I wish Dubai never existed.

& all the lights that lead the way are blinding.

I wish I could restart this year. I don't know why, though... I guess I just want to do better in math and hand in my physics and math and chinese. Then I would have passed, with flying colours too. Flying colours! How happy it sounds.

Please, please, Blogger, work. SOB! As in, I wasn't cursing. I was CRYING friggit.

And for the sake of everyone I have opted to change the font AND the font colour -- later! SO KOWTOW TO ME and thank me. Muahaha. And I'm sorry but I'm not doing the Five Fingers thing. It's too tedious and what if I do someone's and not another person's? Then it will look like I favour someone more than the other. So I shan't do it. Instead I will do SHOUTOUTS, yay! But only to people who are SUPERIMPORTANT or who saved me one way or another. IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER:

Cara! Thanks for opting to ABANDON me. Hmph. Okay no lah. But I'm sad anyway. (I hope this is emotional blackmail and I hope it works?) Thanks for... talking to me during math even though Mr Yeo said "OI DON'T TALK TO HER!" and thanks for... well, everything. Just be a little more happy and pleasePLEASE remember what I told you about being optimistic, (:

Jaime! Ahhh, my great Photography-cum-Combat buddy, lol, if you know what I mean. I'll miss you the most, I think. Somehow I miss people I fight with. (Ask my friend Van, *grin*) Anyway good luck not eating recess in a canteen. Hehh~!

Liting! Thanks for guiding me through this year's camp though I'm *cough* KIND OF SAD BECAUSE YOU'RE MIGRATING NEXT YEAR *cough* Hahahaaa. Anyway I just want you to know that you're an EXTREMELY likeable person who notices lots of funny things about different people. Lol!

Maxine! I love taking tennis lessons with you! Even though you're way better than me and all that, blah. ): Hahahaaa. And thanks for inviting me to all those fishing trips, it was real fun. And everything else you and your mom did for me!

Nicole! You have NO idea how fun it is to tease you because you've got such good humour you just take it all in. (: Anyway I think you're supersuper smart (well if you don't think so then just compare your results to mine. That'll shut you up) and really nice! Have fun choosing which Joshua to marry (:

Sarah! I'm scared of this organised freak. *Cringe* Hahaha no I want to copy her! (And her work.) Well anyway I'll get to the point. You're funny, cute, laugh a lot and you help me clear the sink during home ecs. Hahaha. Well I'll be clinging to you and Nic next year (watch out), so sorry but I WON'T HAVE ANY MORE FRIENDS anyway. Except for you and Nic. ^^

And that's all for now. FOR NOW!

{6:43 pm}



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